How do I let go?
I lay things at your feet
then I pick them up again.
How do I let go?

What’s wrong with me?
I praise your name one day,
then run and hide the next.
How do I let go?

I’m so sick of this.
One day, it’s as if there’s a roaring fire inside me
and the next… cold, wet, icebergs.
How do I let go?

Rescue me, Jesus? Please?
The roller coaster is no longer fun.
It’s more nightmare than life.
How do I let go?

Can’t you just rip the darkness out of me?
It follows me like it owns me.
Can’t you just make it gone?
How do I let go?

I want to burn for you!
I want to live for you!
I want to be clean all the time!
I just suck at it.

How do I let go?