This. This is an example of what can happen when good friends conspire to bring their love and joy together to bless another. Try not to cry with them. http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/4-94JhLEiN0?fs=1&hl=en_US
To me, living with your head down all the time is just existing, not living. Think back on your past a bit and you can easily pinpoint a few times when, had you opened your mouth or stepped up to the plate a little sooner or stood up for that person... well... thing may have turned out differently. You wouldn't have that nagging regret in the back of your mind.
Go find someone to love - God's way. Need Ideas?